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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

sometimes i wish,
that i was strong.
i used to think so,
but i was very wrong.

i wish i was young,
so i'll be like you.
i feel so confused,
but my feelings are true.

i wish we could start over,
and not let the memories haunt me.
it lasted for a while,
but i never felt so free.

i wish i was numb,
so that i'll feel no pain.
missing you and loving you,
well, i have nothing to gain.

i wish i was honest,
to tell you that i AM sad.
you broke my paper heart,
but i don't want you to feel bad.

i wish i didn't exist,
so you would be happy.
you got entangled in this mess,
all because of me.

sometimes i wish,
that i could press rewind.

-and tell you how much you mean to me.

my heart still bleeds for you.




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and now the stars
aren't out tonight, but
neither are we,
to look up at them.
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories
can't replace
these wishes I wished
and dreams I chased.
take this broken heart,
and make it right.

when will you save me?



stabbed my heart.