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Sunday, May 07, 2006

another post not worth reading.

i used to love school because of friends, yet now i hate school because of friends.

maybe i do not deserve any friend. cos i'm the one who wants to take over your place huh? i never ever wanted to do that. and so what if you hate me, what does hate bring you? nothing. hate only makes you tired. hate only causes you unhappiness.

i really miss st nicks now. i miss all my friends. although i might have drifted away from you all, but i still love all of you. i miss you. i really treasure our friendship, cos the love i feel for you all, i can't feel it here in nj. i can't feel the bond.

i used to think i was strong, i used to think i could hold on, but i was wrong. i used to be the one telling people to be happy, telling people to hold on, but now, i'm the one who needs all of these. i really want to be happy. i really want you all to be happy. but now, who cares? i doubt anybody does. maybe i should just jump into the sea and die.

and thank you for listening.

my heart still bleeds for you.




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and now the stars
aren't out tonight, but
neither are we,
to look up at them.
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories
can't replace
these wishes I wished
and dreams I chased.
take this broken heart,
and make it right.

when will you save me?



stabbed my heart.