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Friday, January 06, 2006

This one thing I do:
forgetting what lies behind
and straining forward to what lies ahead,
I press on towards the goal
for the prize of heavenly call of God in Christ Jesus.

philippians3: 13-14 (taken from connexio 05)

im not some kind of superhero.

if i could fly, i'll probably fall
what
and die.
but
shit is
i can't
this.
even
fly.


what the shit lah. i don't know why am i feeling like this? just let me vent my anger. i feel disappointed, i feel SHIT. fuck lah. everyone treats me like invisible. they laugh, they whisper, they talk. yet it doesn't feel the same anymore. i don't feel the love. you really really disappoint me. i don't know if i should even care anymore . fuck.

maybe it's time to forget the past
and move on

my heart still bleeds for you.




tag/links

and now the stars
aren't out tonight, but
neither are we,
to look up at them.
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories
can't replace
these wishes I wished
and dreams I chased.
take this broken heart,
and make it right.

when will you save me?



stabbed my heart.