Friday, October 28, 2005
the day has really arrived. the last day of school. i was like already feeling very sad when i boarded the bus and saw xuezhen, and she gave me a letter while i passed her a postcard. and then when i reached class and tried to read her letter, i almost cried and stopped reading.
after assembly, i decided to give out the gifts i made for everyone in 2faith. i was like fine, until i came to rachel and gang. i was like practically sobbing away while trying to give them their gifts. ): i don't know. i just had the feeling inside, that i could not bear to give them the gifts, for i know it was goodbye. those were farewell gifts. and uh, i was the first to cry again, and made everyone else cry. aw, it was the first time i saw suchin cry. i'll miss you loads, my dearest suchin. & your nan ren. ((: haha i'll think of you when i see a frog.
and then ppl began giving out gifts and letters, i tried reading some letters, but then again, i started crying and could not bear to finish reading them. i didn't know that i could REALLY cry. haha! uh, mini drama was entertaining! our class rocks, although we didn't win anything. we had fun, didn't we? it's the last time i'll ever step into the drama studio.
rachel was like telling me how it would be the last time we'll ever walk to the toilet together, taking our own sweet time. gosh, that made her cry. and me too. i cried a lot today. =/ for lunch, i had cheese toast. it was the first thing i ate when i came to st nicks, and it shall be the last. i'll miss having lunch and laughing loudly in the canteen.
thanks everyone, for all the letters and gifts. thanks for everything. i'll miss you all. i'm really, really grateful for all that you all have done in these two years. i'm glad we share many happy memories. (: i'm glad i got to know you all.
; you're the one that i'll always miss.
my heart still bleeds for you.
